On Fire

I must be on fire, I totally owned a meeting today when the meeting owner was away sick. I could have done my usual thing and sat back, waited, and let people guess the meeting was canceled - but no! I went in there and owned that shit. I updated project risks, gave people action items, and action-ed on a few myself. Apparently I work better when I know no one is looking at me, breathing down my neck waiting for me to do something wrong.

I did move desks last week, this is what may have given me the energy. Hawk eye's are not staring me down, so I feel a little more comfortable to get shit done.

I have upped my leadership from a little stressed 'yes man'. Now only if I can build off of this, I may be able to do the same when I'm around people watching me. A new 'me' is coming into town, being born from a shell of a weak squish-able thing! Let me play you the song of my people...

I really only wanted the first 30 seconds, but meh this is good to.

On another note, I've gone 2 weeks with blogging.

THAT'S AMAZING!

It's usually 3 in a row and i'm done. I must continue for 30 days and it will become a habit for me, much like how I've gone since march without biting my nails.

Little goals, little victories - That is how I am going to change my life.

Eventually the little things add up into a massive pile of achievements.

Big goals left to achieve:
- Finish my mystery/investigation novel
- Finish designing the prototype of the space battle table top game

I should have a writing marathon, 30 days of me working on my novel and updating on Novel Pending everyday. That may be something I will tackle starting June, once I get past writers block and the urge I have of not touching the book.

Must... finish... things... through...